26.6.07

2lt jennifer ong

its has been 3wks since i commissioned..

hmz..was telling da gals tat day got a dragging feeling of going to work..quite diff feeling from wat i tot it would be..all exciting n looking forward..nt sure whether is it my upper study didnt really teach me well..which made me feel kinda lost..dun really know da unit culture..jus like wat happened 2day..didnt know tat there is a bn life run..kinda missed it..was wondering hw come so few ppl took da bus in..than realise everybody is warming up for da run when i reach..haiz..=( nt tat i like running..but dun like giving ppl da feeling tat im chao geng-ing or wat..its like da 2nd time tat tis happen le..1st time was da out camp run..long story..haiz..ming ku ahz~~ haha..

got tis feeling tat my some of my colleagues has bad impressions of me..actually..doesnt really have a very welcoming feeling working there..dunno when will i ever be stab..hope it will nv happen..hope its jus me tinking too much..i need to jia you..!! oh ya..been waking up quite late recently..though i kept telling myself i wanna take bus to work..but..it kinda seldom happen u see...=P been quite lonely for lunch too..my kaki went aus to find his gf..waiting for him to come back..hope tings has been going well for him..

lots of tings to do in july ahz..going to X_X le..pray my duties days dun have funny stuff happening..need to conduct pt for da bn also..y i so suai......................................................................

as for my sisters..u gals jia you too..! (ehz..tink they dunno i got blog..but..nvm...) prawn having her induction nw..pray tat she dun drink too much..coz she'll "ROCK ON"..!! haha..~ lucky for me..i do nt have...!! lalala~~

went to meet aloy, shawny n issac @ mac lot 1 2day..didnt wan to bk out de..but since aloy ask for dnr...than go lor..since its nites out day..took da train from yck-cck..on da way..kinda pass by places which made me recall of the old times..especially woodlands..

tat was kinda of a sacred place to me nw..dun really dare to go near there actually..kinda feeling da after effect nw..all da memories jus rushed into my head these few days..especially those days when he's still serving his ns..those days tat we rushed to meet each other..jus for dnr or to catch a movie..if nt jus sit at a corner n chit chat..jus spending time together makes us content easily..hugz n kisses were treasured..plus i took a bus back from woodlands aft tat..it made tings even worst..da journey back was killing..though im tired..but i jus couldnt slp..sudden tot of all da msgs than we exchange..all da promises n vows..it'll nv come back..i regret giving him back da jacket..though i know he treasure it alot..tats y i gave him back..it seems tat he mite haf tot otherwise..

jus for him..i mite nt keep to my principles..jus for him..but if only it will happen..i doubt he ever will...ask me back...

Posted by dotsux at 6/26/2007 11:37:00 pm